summerglamgirl

I was feeling low yesterday after a smaller the normal binge, so I decided to take a bikini pic to check my progress from 2 months ago.  Well it was quite considerable in my opinion more then I thought.  It did make me feel better.  This pic came with ups and downs, but definitely hard work.  I am still not where I want to be today I weigh in at about 141, but I don’t count my weight until the Saturday weigh in… My goal is 135 so I am about 6 pounds away at this moment… I may decide to go to 130 because I have been there before and looked good, but I will have to make that decision when I reach 135.  This time I have more muscle so 130 maybe too small I’ll just have to see.  I do have alot more ab work… My husband says overall I have lost alot of weight and the top of my abs looks good. That motivates me to want to look better then what I do now… I will show him I can have fully defined abs… I love pilates!!!  Okay, anyone else almost at your goal but find you  sabotage yourself more now???  Hit me up if you are going through that I would appreciate the support.